i know what you're thinking

and yes, i do live in the cutest apartment ever.

one might say it's "supes cute."

don't worry, i am going to make pillows that actually match. eventually.

i decided a little re-decorating was in order.

and yes, these pictures are out of focus.

and no, i don't care.

dancing in heaven

one amazing song, two videos of spectacular dancing. you tell me which one is better.

remember natalie imbruglia?

as i was driving home from crafting with brooke tonight, natalie imbruglia's song "leave me alone" came on my ipod and i couldn't help but listen.

remember when you were thirteen and played dolls in your bedroom while listening to her album left of the middle for hours on end? what? did i just say thirteen? i meant eight, who plays with dolls until they are (at least) thirteen? that's weird.

moving on...

i was wondering what ever happened to natalie imbruglia? she is quite talented and supes cute with her short hair (i need to get hair off my mind) and slight sassiness. did she ever have a second album? did she breakup with david schwimmer because he is supes gay? is she living in her homeland of australia? was her song a hint and does she just want everyone to leave her alone?

these are all questions i would like answered. by you. now.

p.s. my home teacher was telling us about these girls that he knows that say "supes" all the time instead of "super" and how annoying he thinks it is...so we of course promptly added it into our vocabulary to annoy him, ourselves and everyone around us. you're welcome.

talk some sense into me.

i was just reading this blog post and i really want to cut my hair.

and i need you to talk me out of it.

to the five readers of this blog,

i apologize. i haven't updated in nine days...i think that might be a record for justpudge - let me explain.

you know how i got that job at spark? well, about a week later i got another job offer at a company called ultradent and i work in the ortho division doing customer service type stuff. and the best part is...i have benefits. i get insurance and i'll have a 401k like a real adult. now if i could only figure out what all these things mean.

this past week i had to work both jobs which means that i was working from 9:30 in the morning until at least midnight. it was pretty rough.

but i'm not working at spark anymore and now i am back to a normal schedule like a normal person. thank goodness. i don't think i could have lasted much longer. though i will say that i enjoyed working at spark very much. everyone was so nice, i had a lot of fun getting to know them and will miss hanging out with them every night.

i try to keep this blog pretty light, but i just want to say that the Lord really is aware of us. i know that if you are faithful and keep trying your hardest to what you are supposed to, your prayers will be answered. it just may not happen as quickly as you would like.

well done colin farrell.

so i was just skipping through channels and i saw that the movie alexander was on and from the five minutes i watched it, this is what i gathered:

1. apparently the ancient greek accent sounds a lot like an irish one.

2. alexander the great was gay and had a homosexual "bromance" with jared leto. or whoever he was playing.

well done colin farrell, well done. you have really proved what a fine actor you are in your ability to articulate a variety of accents. well done.

am i missing something?

i was just driving home and heard a song from muse come on the radio. to be honest, i don't get what all the hubbup is about.

everyone - well, maybe not everyone - is always talking about how awesome muse is and i feel like i am the only person that doesn't really care for their music. i'll admit that i haven't listened to them all that much and the songs that i have heard are just their most popular ones that are on the radio or in movies or whatever. from what i've heard of them, i don't really have all that much desire to hear more. i feel like they are kind of gay/cheesy and full of power ballads. and the fact that stephenie meyer was obsessed with muse while she wrote the twilight series doesn't really help their case either. and i can't believe that i just found a musewiki website via google.

really? is it just me? am i missing something?

p.s. my intention with this post is not to offend any muse lovers. all the power to you.

employed

yesterday was my first day at my new job. i am a back server (working my way up to the top) at spark restaurant/lounge in provo. everyone is really nice and made me feel slightly more comfortable. i have never worked in a restaurant before - unless you count that semester freshman year that i worked in tomassito's in the cannon center, i sure don't - and i have no idea what i am doing.

but at least i have a job, right?

and the best part is...i mostly work at night so i can still be addicted to lost during the day - i only have 10 episodes left. i don't know what i am going to do with my self once i am all caught up. something productive you say? hmmm...most likely not.